...wake at 5:00 AM, heart racing hands shaking. Morning ablutions, then coffee (1 cup), pharmaceutical meds and pot... ...shakes subside, muscles sore from cheap bed and shakes. Surprising how exhausted anxiety can make one... ...check for online work, work it if it’s there (pretty slim pickin’s). Tenses me up wears me out, but I’m trying … Continue reading …a day (& night) in the life… →